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Okay, I am never going to understand this action of taking ‘sexy’ pics in a place where #1 & 2 are done!!
#STOP THE MADNESS PLEASE#
-Nhya
WonderingDotCom

Funny, today is a day that would have marked a 7yr milestone, a celebration..
I can’t believe that with all the great things that have happened since then, that sometimes this day still holds sadness, disappointment and the “what ifs” for me..

You see 5 yrs ago, my world was shattered. My heart torn from me. I was ripped apart from the inside out.. I did not know where I was going, where I was, and I’d forgotten who I was.
I could not see my way ahead anymore… So long story short, I went through some things. But I came out on the other side standing. With more help than I deserved from Abba.. I have a new perspective that I’ve kept and I’m grateful for that trial and all the pain of those lessons that I had to endure with no understanding of why it was happening at the time. But I understand now and still I am learning.

I would not change the way things turned out. There is a peace that I have now that I did not have before. And so many beautiful things have come to be because of this hurt that happened..

But the consequences & the choices made still make this day, after all this time, a bitter sweet one.
-Nhya
WonderingDotCom