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I’m the type of female who hates wasted time, wasted energy & emotion. I need to know what’s up & where I stand. Period. So for me, as scary as this choice may be at times, I’m always the one who will put it all out on the table in the light. Instead of remaining fearful & lost in the dark.

-Nhya

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Friday I will be 35! Lord willing.. My oh my, where has the time gone?
-Nhya

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That’s the beautiful thing about the truth. It never changes no matter how much time has passed..

-Nhya

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“Looks”

It feels good to have them acknowledged by others. But what’s in a compliment? Really?
But a moment here then gone..

-Nhya

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When I say “My soul feels broken” what I mean is, I need the soft caress of happiness.
When you say “I’ve changed” what you mean is you never knew me..

When I say “I hate you” what I mean is, I wish I still didn’t love you.
When you resent me for YOUR failures what it means is, you’re not strong enough.

When I give my all I expect nothing less.
When you give less than nothing, you expect my all..

As the lights become dimmer in this house and the silences grow louder, you refuse to acknowledge your role in this. Until we become nothing but strangers to one another..

When love finds me again.. It’s much too late for you.

Funny thing about time. There is so much of it, yet so very little.
But the lesson you are learning is that time, just like second chances, always runs out..

-Nhya

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The Hour…
I’ve said this already. But I need to say it again to lay it out unto the universe.. To make sure that my pleas are heard… His presence, even far away is a powerful thing. Consuming.. There is not enough time. There is never enough time in the minutes that flow into hours, which only feel like seconds. Loving his voice, his words. The way he forms them into sentences that mean something.. Simple & complex all at the same time.

To feel afraid and safe at the same time, is a contradiction. But it is what it is.. But that hour always comes doesn’t it? The one right after I’ve heard your voice, but I know I will not get to hear it again until hopefully the next day.. Those hours in between are oddly comforting. But it’s that one hour that I hate. But I also secretly love.. Because I know you’re feeling it just as strongly..

-Nhya
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Every day that we have is one day more than we deserve..
-Nhya