Posts tagged sad
Posts tagged sad
Me in my morning glory.. Or should I say early afternoon glory.. So I decided to catch a glimpse of myself in this moment..
It’s been a hard day, but if I’m honest, it’s been a hard 2 months..
Trying to keep my sanity and do what I need to do to get through to the next minute, has been kind of trying for me. The only peace I have is the Lord & my son.. Thank you..
But I could really use a long soul enriching, warm hug.. Preferably for the next 24 hours straight.. Then I will be on the road to recovery… *Admission for hugs is now open* ;)
#eyes to the sky#
This is all I can do right now to keep from crying…
Funny, today is a day that would have marked a 7yr milestone, a celebration..
I can’t believe that with all the great things that have happened since then, that sometimes this day still holds sadness, disappointment and the “what ifs” for me..
You see 5 yrs ago, my world was shattered. My heart torn from me. I was ripped apart from the inside out.. I did not know where I was going, where I was, and I’d forgotten who I was.
I could not see my way ahead anymore… So long story short, I went through some things. But I came out on the other side standing. With more help than I deserved from Abba.. I have a new perspective that I’ve kept and I’m grateful for that trial and all the pain of those lessons that I had to endure with no understanding of why it was happening at the time. But I understand now and still I am learning.
I would not change the way things turned out. There is a peace that I have now that I did not have before. And so many beautiful things have come to be because of this hurt that happened..
But the consequences & the choices made still make this day, after all this time, a bitter sweet one.
Feeling a little sick.. Emotionally.
Yeah, this is not a good day..