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Over it… You do you while I’m letting Jesus do me.

-Nhya

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Most Embarressing Moment…

I went to this new poetry spot with my buddy, and I was just there to give my opinion on this new poet… Guess who it was? None other than yours truly.. My ex/current BFF.

He wrote this hot, heartfelt poem about us… I was sitting there the whole time with my mouth open… When he finishes, he walks up to me, spotlight lit on us and everything.. Gets on bended knee and places his head right at the juncture of my thighs, and speaks into the mic saying “She is home to me, baby please let me come home” WTF?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everybody starts hooting and hollering and I look over at my buddy who slips up to the bar, and he’s smiling at me.. I’ve never been so embarressed.. Ever!!
I’m still saying WTF?!

-Nhya

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She Let Go..

Without a thought or a word, she let go.
She let go of fear. She let go of judgments. She let go of the
confluence of opinions swarming around her head.
She let go of the committee of indecision within her. She let go of all the ‘right’ reasons.
Wholly and completely, without hesitation or worry, she just let go.
She didn’t ask anyone for advice. She didn’t read a book on how to let go.
She just let go.
She let go of all the memories that held her back. She let go of all of the
anxiety that kept her from moving forward.
She let go of the planning and all of the calculations about how to do it
just right… She didn’t promise to let go. She didn’t journal about it.
She didn’t write the projected date in her Day-Timer. She made no public
announcement. She didn’t check the weather report or read her daily
horoscope.
She just let go.

She didn’t analyze whether she should let go. She didn’t call her
friends to discuss the matter. She didn’t utter one word.
She just let go.

No one was around when it happened. There was no applause or
congratulations.
No one thanked her or praised her. No one noticed a thing.
Like a leaf falling from a tree, she just let go.
There was no effort. There was no struggle. It wasn’t good. It wasn’t bad.
It was what it was, and it is just that.

In the space of letting go, she let it all be. A small smile came over her
face. A light breeze blew through her.
And the sun and the moon shone forevermore.

Here’s to giving ourselves the gift of letting go…
There’s only one guru ~ you.

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It’s not that…

I wish to not experience you in that way again.. The connection of the spiritual, emotional, and mental shown through the physical, with you, is beyond a beautiful thing.. It’s just that everything, not just physically, but everything with you is always so intense. So beautiful. So scary…
I sometimes don’t know what to do when these moments pass. I just know that love overrides the fear every time. But it doesn’t change the fact that the fear is there..

-Nhya
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Aime-moi (Love Me)

-Nhya