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-Nhya
You spoil me with your honesty. You have no filter where your feelings are concerned.. For that I thank you.
-Nhya
In Awe…
Tell me again.. How I’m safe with you. How when I give myself freely to you, there is only joy to be had. Peace in the serenity that is you. Our home, our world is our sanctuary. As long as you and I are one, nothing and no one can seperate that. No matter where you are in those nights you’re not home with me. Holding me, making love to me, just living.. With me. The present and future. Us.. I like that.
I get the oddest feeling of certainty, which should not be odd at all, that in the mundane things of life, nothing will get old or ordinary with you. If I’m living this life with you. With our whole hearts. Nothing held back, nothing hidden in shadow. Everything is pure, sure, and renewed… Which is the only way to be. Otherwise what is the point?.. You make me want to reach for more. To be more than who I am. You believe in me as I in you. Even in my shortcomings, you nurture me. My gift, my prayer, realized in you… Yeah, I’m speechless. In awe of you.
-Nhya
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Cause & Effect
Yesterday was good, no great.. Then for a brief time not so much. Me: Very Sensitive + bad situation out of my control? = DISASTER!
What happened is not worthy of giving more power to it by the pen, so I won’t write it down. But for a moment there & through the night maybe, it had hold of some powerful emotions. It raised too many doubts that shouldn’t be present after such a spiritual awakening that took place just a day prior to the “mess” that followed.. But it was present nonetheless. This is fragile. Things that matter often are. But at the same time it gives one such strength & peace… One would be foolish to allow such petty, trivial things brought on by others, to seperate or even destroy such a profound & complete feeling. But we are human and we are known to fear things out of our control sometimes.
But things that are worth it always find a way to keep you fighting, hoping, and loving more strongly than you ever thought you were capable of doing..
#This is one of those times#
-Nhya
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10/24/2011 Monday 10:35am
So much has changed. Nothing, I mean nothing will ever be the same again. Do I want it to be? No.. But this that has come about is beyond anything that I have ever felt before. But in a good way. Maybe..
How did it happen?
Why did it happen?
Is it lasting?…This may sound like a contradiction in terms, but not all life altering events stay with you. (Meaning the deliverer of such events doesn’t stay, or the feelings that may follow), but the change that occurs stays with you for all time.
# I’m way too much in my head right now#-Nhya
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You’re too perfect! You know that right?! Just stunning. You once told me thank you for being in your world, when I know it should be me thanking you for being in mine!
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The Hour…
I’ve said this already. But I need to say it again to lay it out unto the universe.. To make sure that my pleas are heard… His presence, even far away is a powerful thing. Consuming.. There is not enough time. There is never enough time in the minutes that flow into hours, which only feel like seconds. Loving his voice, his words. The way he forms them into sentences that mean something.. Simple & complex all at the same time.To feel afraid and safe at the same time, is a contradiction. But it is what it is.. But that hour always comes doesn’t it? The one right after I’ve heard your voice, but I know I will not get to hear it again until hopefully the next day.. Those hours in between are oddly comforting. But it’s that one hour that I hate. But I also secretly love.. Because I know you’re feeling it just as strongly..
-Nhya
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