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I’m the type of female who hates wasted time, wasted energy & emotion. I need to know what’s up & where I stand. Period. So for me, as scary as this choice may be at times, I’m always the one who will put it all out on the table in the light. Instead of remaining fearful & lost in the dark.

-Nhya

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I remember it was night..

The rain is coming down outside. In your car with you, the steam fogging up the windows. There is a light. Not sure where its coming from, but it covers you in the most delicious golden light.. You’re beautiful. Your hair is a mess from my hands running through it. Your skin is warm & wet from my body and lips. I’m on your lap. I can’t remember ever feeling more safe or free. Your hands are gripping my hips as you move within me. Your voice, oh God, your voice. Rich as chocolate, smooth as silk, hotter than the sun. With your lips touching my ear, you’re telling me, “I need you.. Baby I need you” With each passing moment. Each thrust more intense than the last, you open up to me. Through touch, breath, words, and kisses..

As we reach our destination together, I open my eyes. You’re watching me.. So intensely, I shiver. You speak but I can’t hear you. You touch me but I no longer feel you. I watch you as you disappear before my very eyes. You go from solid to mist, to nothing..

I’m left empty. Desolate.. I can still smell you. I hear your voice in my mind, but you are no more…

Have you ever felt that you lived a lifetime in a fleeting moment?

-Nhya

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Back to it…
Back to worrying a little. Back to being afraid and wanting to stay lost inside the haven that is you.. Back to missing you so much that I literally ache every where… And back to being fearful that we may never reach that level we want to reach.. Together.
Nallum, am I alone in my fear?

-Nhya
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It’s not that…

I wish to not experience you in that way again.. The connection of the spiritual, emotional, and mental shown through the physical, with you, is beyond a beautiful thing.. It’s just that everything, not just physically, but everything with you is always so intense. So beautiful. So scary…
I sometimes don’t know what to do when these moments pass. I just know that love overrides the fear every time. But it doesn’t change the fact that the fear is there..

-Nhya
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9/11…
I was waking up still in bed when a friend of mine called me and told me to turn the tv on & I saw everything. The only thing I remember feelin is numb, like this is not happening & then thinkin what everyone else was thinkin.. why?

-Nhya
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His heart lives in a place best left untrodden..
But is that reason enough to leave it there?
-Nhya

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-Cain & Abel
-Ceaser & Brutus
-Jesus & Judas

Their link is?

-Nhya
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