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12/14/2012- This day….

20 kids were killed (18 died at the scene 2 died at the hospital) 6 adults were killed including the principle and the Shooter’s Mother. He killed his mother then went to the school where she worked and opened fire on her class and another class.

And of course he killed himself when he was done. Which they all do when shootings like this happen. I’m not surprised. It’s all planned. Disturbed, depressed, troubled, whatever you wanna call it, they arent so fuckin far gone that they don’t know or understand the consequences of their actions. This is why they choose to kill themselves. It’s one more “Fuck you” to the world & the families who have lost loved ones. So that we can’t force them to be held accountable for what they’ve done. Fucking crazy ass coward. How could he? How could anyone? These were little kids! Sorry I’m yelling and cursing. I’m just… I don’t know.

It’s just getting crazier and crazier. these past 2 years alone with shootings at schools, churches and other public places.

My heart is just hurting. When I picked up my son today from school, all I kept thinking about was all those parents who wont be bringing their children home with them tonight. And the kids who survived but had to witness such an evil horrific act. How they are going to be affected by this. And for what? Why? So that some fucked up 20 year old can prove a point that only makes sense in his world?

Now I’m a firm believer in God. In Jesus Christ and HIS word. But when things like this happen my head and heart can’t help but to wonder or question why? What is the purpose of this? How could anything good possibly come of it? How could anyone even begin to consider to forgive the one who committed such an act?

-Nhya