I remember it was night..
The rain is coming down outside. In your car with you, the steam fogging up the windows. There is a light. Not sure where its coming from, but it covers you in the most delicious golden light.. You’re beautiful. Your hair is a mess from my hands running through it. Your skin is warm & wet from my body and lips. I’m on your lap. I can’t remember ever feeling more safe or free. Your hands are gripping my hips as you move within me. Your voice, oh God, your voice. Rich as chocolate, smooth as silk, hotter than the sun. With your lips touching my ear, you’re telling me, “I need you.. Baby I need you” With each passing moment. Each thrust more intense than the last, you open up to me. Through touch, breath, words, and kisses..
As we reach our destination together, I open my eyes. You’re watching me.. So intensely, I shiver. You speak but I can’t hear you. You touch me but I no longer feel you. I watch you as you disappear before my very eyes. You go from solid to mist, to nothing..
I’m left empty. Desolate.. I can still smell you. I hear your voice in my mind, but you are no more…
Have you ever felt that you lived a lifetime in a fleeting moment?
-Nhya