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Wondering about life, God, family, love, sex, lust, & making it. Choices.. What motivates us to choose what we choose? What we desire. What awakens it? And why, why the moment we realize the life altering choice we made was the wrong one, we blame the other person?

I am totally, utterly, completely in love with this man. I want to feed him. Everything..
How about that?

-Nhya

What?! LMBO.. Happy Memorial Day!

-Nhya

What?! LMBO.. Happy Memorial Day!

-Nhya

If I were to say…

I wanted you.. What would that get me?
If I were to say.. I needed you, where would that lead me?

If I were to say.. I need you because I want you. I want you because I love you..
What weight would this carry?
And would it be too much for you?

-Nhya

(Just in my head)

Me sitting back embracing my Lessons & Blessings. The only way I know how; with a smile.

-Nhya

Okay, oldie but goodie.. Hilarious

-Nhya

Forgive me…

-Nhya

His Peaceful Moment…

Cant sleep. All I can think about is you laying in bed reading a book. Only light on is a small one on the head board just enough for you to read by. You have on a black bra. I am half way down your body, arm draped over you, head laying flat against your stomach. I’m listening to your insides (Your breathing & heartbeat). I’m taking my tongue and playing with your navel ring. With your free hand you are playing with my hair.

This is peaceful to me. This is what I want. We are not doing anything special yet it is special to me and there is no place I’d rather be than with you, lost in that moment. I love you.

-Nallum

Exhausted the Possibilities…

-Nhya

Why I Adore you…

You got my heart just by being you.
You know who you are (so I don’t need to elaborate)
You are definitely apart of a dying breed, when it comes to what it truly means to be a man. But this does not make you any less powerful.
You make me feel safe. Even in all this uncertainty. You are what grounds me.
You keep me in check, in line (I secretly love this)
You make me feel loved, wanted, needed, desired, cherised. I feel beautiful. Freed in your captivity.

As I struggle to articulate what my head and heart is trying to say, trust me when I say that they are in total agreement when it comes to you. This is a rare, precious thing to behold. And I’m so blessed to know & hold you..

-Nhya

Why oh why will a man always arrogantly assume (no matter the subject) that his logic will always trump a woman’s intuition? God made us for you for many more reasons than just fulfilling your carnal delights.

#embrace ur gift don’t fight it#

-Nhya

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!!!

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!!!

“Fifty Shades of Grey” messed me up!
On to the next torture chamber.

-Nhya

I miss us..
One should never question why they are loved. They should just rejoice in the gift that is given…
-Nhya
I’m not angry, just passionate about my point of view..
-Nhya